The Daily Heart ◆ A Heart Dispatch
Duality, Oneness, and the Grail Within
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Why the Heart
People ask me why I'm so passionate about the heart. Why, why, why? Here's why.
We are a planet based in duality. Look around right now. The dualistic thinking, the great divide, is bigger and badder and deeper than ever. And we have been living this way for thousands of years. Twenty-six thousand, by one story I'll tell you in a moment.
Duality is everywhere. Day and night. Sun and moon. Inhale and exhale. Birth and death. Summer and winter. Male and female, in people, in animals, even in plants. These dualities are nature's design, and they aren't at war. They need each other. They dance.
Then the mind takes those same pairs and turns them into opposition. Right and wrong. Us and them. Rich and poor. Winner and loser. Saved and damned. Science against spirit. Now one side is good, the other is bad, and one has to win.
So let's be clear. We need certain dualities. Duality itself was never the problem. The mind is where the trouble lives. The heart holds both sides as one movement.
You've heard it many times: the light cannot exist without the dark. And we cannot evolve without challenges. The journey from head to heart is not some love and light and unicorns. It's a chiseling. It's the coal becoming the diamond. And it's a process no one can initiate you through but life itself.
So this dualistic nature of our planet is a place to look. Where do your dualistic ideas come from? Follow them, and they'll lead you to what you need to work on. And as you take those dualities into the heart, the heart will show you how they coexist, and what needs letting go of.
And this is what the ascension is really about. Everybody's talking about it, the shift from the Piscean Age to the Aquarian Age. But do you really know what it is? It's this very journey: out of a dualistic, mind-centered society, and into what is called oneness.
Now let's be clear about oneness. You've heard it: we're all one, we're all one. I love the people who say this, because when you ask them what it means, they say, "Well, we're all the same."
No. We are not all the same.
You are a unique frequency of the One. Oneness isn't about a connection between you, me, and twenty other people. Oneness is your unique frequency of the One, and its connection to Mother Nature and Father Cosmos through your heart. You can be a flat earther, a round earther, or think whatever you want about the earth, and still hold this in place.
Duality was our separation from Mother Nature and Father Cosmos. Thousands of years ago, we were energetically separated, right down to the DNA and the genome. I'm not going into the details here. There is so much conversation about it, and you can go research it yourself.
Because my focus is always this: Where are we going? And who are we, really? So many people have looked at where we've been, and all of that is valid. I'm not saying don't look. But where are we actually going? And what is this body, really?
We are going out of duality and into oneness. That oneness is your connection to Mother Nature and Father Cosmos through your heart. It means your head and your heart become one. Your mind becomes a tool of the heart, because the intelligence of the heart far supersedes the mind.
Duality says pick a side. The heart knows that two things can be true at once.
This is why I'm passionate about the heart.
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The Coin Toss
Years ago, I heard a story.
God was creating the earth. Source, Creator, God, whatever word works for you. And the archangels were there: Archangel Michael and Archangel Lucifer.
Lucifer is an archangel. He is the archangel of duality. This is why there is a difference between a Luciferian and a Satanist. They are two different ways of being in the world, and that's all I'm going to say about that.
Archangel Michael wants us to live in oneness.
And so the story goes, God flipped a coin. Lucifer won.
And therefore, we are a planet based in duality. We've been living the last 26,000 years in a dualistic nature. That's one full turn of the Great Year, the precession cycle that the astrological ages are slices of. And now, as Pisces gives way to Aquarius, we are moving into the nature of oneness: head and heart, Mother Nature and Father Cosmos.
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It Was Never Patriarchy vs. Matriarchy
Some people like to think we're moving from a patriarchal society to a matriarchal society. Well, here's the deal. We've never actually lived in a matriarchal society.
When we think of patriarchy, we think of gender, we think of male. When we think of matriarchy, we think of female. And that is true. No argument there.
But what we've really been living is a mind-centered society.
The mind is built like a pyramid. Win or lose. Good or bad. Rich or poor. And what is that? Dualism, again. The mind will forever be a dualistic tool. Forever. Until it creates that connection to the heart.
And I'm not talking about the "coherence" of HeartMath. In my view, HeartMath took this concept and watered it down and muddied it, until it became something institutional. Enough said there.
What I'm talking about is threading the third eye, the pineal, through the sacred space of the heart, into what the quantum kids and the string theory folks call zero point. That's fine, call it what you like. For me, it's all about what's happening in this body.
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Your Body Is the Oracle
This is why the sacred space of the heart is so important. Once you learn this space, you learn the history, all the mystical information we were never taught.
And even calling it "mystical" isn't really right. We are all entitled to know our own bodies.
When I say know your body, I mean this: your body is an oracle and a record keeper. Everything you want to know is stored in your heart.
I don't like that the powers that be burn books. And the next thing they do is burn the people. Why? Because once people access this place within their body, they can know whatever they want to know.
It's funny. People are out there looking for archaeological digs, a time machine, some relic. And that's great. But a relic is just an object. What the relic represents is in your body.
Everybody goes searching for the Holy Grail.
We are the Holy Grail.
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You Are the Grail
I have these moments. Here was one of them.
I call it my monastic phase. I was very much, and still am, a mystic without a monastery. There I was in my Hollywood apartment, making stained glass windows as a sort of hobby. I made maybe ten of them, maybe a few more.
A friend of mine was supposed to make a stained glass chalice for her sister's wedding. But as this friend goes, you end up finishing the project on your own. My codependency couldn't leave it unfinished. So I finished the whole chalice.
And as I was working on it one day, I got the message:
You are the grail. You are the grail.
Years went by, and I started working with Ormus. Ormus is a very magical substance to work with and to cultivate. You'll find it in culture after culture, including ancient Egypt, under different names, from manna to Ormus. The modern term is monoatomic elements.
Early in my work with Ormus, another message came: Ormus was what was in the Holy Grail.
And while I was making Ormus, I could feel this cup in my body. I could feel it and see it. It was big. My torso was the chalice, the bowl running from my hips up to my shoulders, with the heart held right inside it. My legs were the stem. My feet were the base.
And when we think of the Holy Grail, we picture it overflowing. That's what this is. When you become the Grail, an essence overflows from you.
This is how I saw it and felt it. The heart is the sacred cup. When the head and heart thread together, you become the vessel that holds the light.
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Why I Wrote Aaurelia Gold Heart
Why did I write Aaurelia Gold Heart? Because the body holds an ancient wisdom, stored within the sacred space of the heart. I wove some of my own mystical experiences into that book, so that reading it can activate you.
Here's how it works. The mind reads the information. The body feels it. And the heart? The heart has always held the record. It's simply waiting for you to pass through the proper gateways.
Because you have to be prepared for activations. You can read a book like Aaurelia Gold Heart, and your mind takes in the information, and your body goes, yeah, yeah. But the heart knows when you're truly ready.
That's where life comes in. Life is the initiator. It works on the shadow, as they say, whittling away until it reaches the diamond within. As you go through your gateways, processing whatever life brings you, these activations open, and the mind, the body, and the heart all come alive.
But it always begins in the mind. The mind is the first receiver. It goes mind, then body, then heart.
And let me be clear about this. Nobody can initiate you into anything. Right now, in this time on the planet, life itself is the initiator.
There are people like me who can show you the door. That's all I can do. I can show you the door, and maybe crack it open. But you have to walk through it, and you have to do the work that carries you through.
So all these white linen circles? They have a bit of a purpose. But no high priestess, no goddess, can initiate you. Only life can do that.
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The Shingles Meditation
Let me give you another time my body gave me the answer. It's a completely different kind of situation.
The first time I had shingles, I was in my thirties. It was horrible. And less than a year after they cleared and went dormant, my kundalini activated.
I've found this with other people too. They had shingles, and within the next year, they had a spontaneous kundalini awakening.
So here's what I noticed.
Shingles sits at the base of the spine, and stress activates it.
Kundalini sits at the base of the spine, and with the proper heat and process, the way coal becomes a diamond, it activates.
Around fifty, I got shingles a second time. It wasn't so bad, partly because I knew what I was up against. The story we're told is that shingles lie dormant at the base of the spine and get activated through stress. Plain as day, I knew I wasn't being told the whole truth. And with my kundalini active, the curiosity comes along with it.
So I decided to meditate. I went into the body. I went into the heart. And then I took my attention to the base of the spine, and I asked.
And the answer came back, clear as anything:
We were not born with viruses. Viruses do not exist. Vaccines brought "viruses" into the body.
And then it showed me what shingles was really doing. Shingles was a way to shut down the activation. To deter the body and the person. To disrupt the evolutionary process of kundalini.
That is what I was told.
My point is this. My mind could not reach this on its own. I had done extensive research, and I still could not find any answers. That is why I went into the heart, to retrieve what I feel to be the truth. My body and my heart held the answer my mind could not reach.
That's how much wisdom and knowledge is stored in the body. I could not find this information outside myself. I had to find it within myself.
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Truth, Nuance, and No Need for Finality
Right now, the mind is drowning in what it thinks is the truth.
We have truth laced with disinformation, and disinformation laced with truth. There's even a counter-truth movement, and both sides call themselves truth. So who's really telling it? We're all trying to sort it out and come to some resolution.
Is the earth flat or round? I'm ready to say I don't know. I've been saying it for a while. But I'm not ready to say it's flat. And honestly, does it matter? Some things matter. Some things don't. You have to decide what matters to you.
I've known for a long time that aliens exist. I've had my own experiences. I'm not waiting for any form of disclosure from our government. I'm also not waiting for some voice outside myself to come along and declare the final truth.
I don't need finalities. Life is nuanced. We are ever evolving. And two things can be true at once.
What I'd like to see is a world with more kindness, more heart, and more of the intelligence of the heart.
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The Mind That Thinks It's the Heart
Here's the other thing, and it's where I want to leave you.
There is a part of the mind that thinks it's the heart. And it is a tricky motherfucker. Tricky, tricky, tricky. It will convince you of all sorts of things.
That is the ultimate virtue signaling: the part of the mind that thinks it's the heart, deciding which things are virtuous.
The true intelligence of the heart has no interest in that.
The heart can be fierce. My heart cusses like a sailor and a truck driver. My heart holds no prisoners. My heart is a creative force. It is the center of creation. From nothing, zero point, within the sacred space of the heart, comes something.
So when they say our thoughts create our reality, it's only half true. You have to learn how to get the mind and the heart communicating. Then you create your reality with your thoughts.
That's where we're going. Out of duality. Into oneness. Head and heart as one, connected to Mother Nature and Father Cosmos.
You are a unique frequency of the One.
You are the Grail.
With heart,
Narayan
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Go Deeper Into Your Heart
The Book Aaurelia Gold Heart The novel where I wove my own mystical experiences, so the reading itself can plant the seed. Hardcover, paperback, and ebook. Get the Book |
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